Faded light

Faded light
As the day emerges and seems trough,
I grow ever wary of what I do.
I start to contemplate of things that I said,
So tormenting, they unfold from my head.

I bring to mind the time when we had no beat,
Hanging on, not giving in to defeat.
No matter what surfaced on our way,
As long as we were together we would be ok.

But then the atmosphere gave way for our nightmare,
The last flash of joy and the creation of despair.
For our chain to be shattered so easily by a mere fight,
Is what makes me regret why I thought we were alright.

Now we wither away alone and full of remorse,
Our hearts lost and blinded all thanks to divorce.

The widow

Over time things change, but never the heart,
can't seem to move on, still torn apart.

Offers to marry, someone to take care of the two,
I'll never be a good wife, to none other than you.

I still cry at night, when the babies lay rest,

Heard your face was bright, filled with light
I wish I could've seen you
on that crazy night.
To see for myself, what I pray is true,
a beautiful man seeing his life anew.

She asks for you, out of the blue
What can I say? but that we will see him soon,
"daddy's taking too long"
I tell her look at the moon.

God made that, and you and me,
he took daddy, just let things be.
One day soon we will see,
another time, another place,
and then we'll be free.

Don't be sad loving, Daddy's here
I point to her heart
and tell her don't fear.

We are all still in pain
I just sit starring at the rain.

What do I say and what do I do,
I keep trying to figure out things
but I'm always blue.

Grateful to God, that He is in our lives,
without Him I know I would never be able to survive.

Pain and tears,
but hope for Bliss
even still,
its you I miss.