I WON'T SHUT THE DOOR !

how can i say goodbye to you?
where will this courage comes from?
when you were all i could see
when the turbulent seems endless
when the pains promised death
when the joy was stolen
when my neighbour wouldn't care
were you not the one that came?
that was all yesterday
today's come with changes
trying to push her away from the surface
strangling me to say bye
if i dare say goodbye
how do i pay back her deeds?
her words have pushed me this far
her tears have changed my evil ways
her prayers have healed my wounds
let the world greatest stand
let that man of wisdom speak
oh ! let him teach me how to talk it
how to stand tall and look her in the eyes
without a blink in my eyes
without a conscience in my heart
and without any descretion inside of me
tell this woman it's over !
time has come to make use of it
she says "endurance is needed to succeed"
yes,the time has come to do it
i won't say goodbye
so that i won't say bye to good
here we will stand the storms
run and win the race
i fail to shut the door
i won't say goodbye